helllllllllllllllll yeah

orchestra concert!! it sucked major ass but that's ok, i've nearly forgotten about it. why fret over a terrible performance? oh i know, because it's fun to complain! a couple people rush like crazy and it fucks it all up... i feel bad for mr franca cuz t didnt really help him much... you could tell the piece was going to suck but he didnt cut down on the number of people playing or throw out the movement we were having trouble with or anything. this blows... it was supposed to be a solo-ish piece for violas and it was ruined by like one fuckin person... at this point i would like to know WHY t doesn't kick people out of orchestra if they just SUCK. she may have gotten in during try-outs before soph. year but i'd have to say she's gotten worse... KICK HER THE FUCK OUT OR I WILL SHOOT MYSELF.

however, the rest of the night was better. I went to dance-mor in swisher with jacqui from work and her friend... and i spent almost 3 hours line-dancing and drinking virgin cocktails... hooray! now i smell like smoke and its about 2am and i have endless energy! perhaps i should do some hw. being that i have to read hamlet by monday... and i'm one of those people who has to understand every line and read it over and over before i understand the play so yeah its going quite slowly.

remind me why i havent asked out the fuckin hot sophomore yet that i have a huge crush on?? i could be wrong but he seemed to be kinda staring at me tonight... which is understandable since i looked so incredibly gorgeous...heh jk i only looked partly goregous. =P would that be creepy to just go up to him and be like i think youre really sexy, lets go out sometime...slash makeout right here right now...?

and now i dont know what to do. should i go for a senior who im 90% sure is attainable with little effort on my part or work really hard to strike up some degree of friendship/loverdom with a sophomore who might have a gf and/or has no interest in me?

decisions, decisions...